aiming for the green wall...

hhuuuhhh....

i'm so dead tired today... i feel like i wanna sleep the whole day... i'm tired because of my past days' activities...

@monday morning: i did workout at fitness first... well, it started my week right...

@tuesday: eng happened to invite me for wall climbing... coz, it's one of the things i wanted to try [aside from bungee jumping, sky diving, scuba diving], i immediately accepted the invitation... i went home right after office for my getup... i met the group [eng, gio, rc, dave, & marlon] in metrosports... when i saw the walls, wow... i got excited that i wanted to climb without the harness yet... the "popeye guy" gave us instructions, the do's and don'ts before, during, and after climbing... he was strict... i started on the white wall [for beginners]... cool... that was easy... i wanted to climb on the yellow, but at that time, rc was climbing... the yellow is different from the white... it has around 10-20 degree-angle and has fewer stones... so i decided to climb for the red one... it has a 45 degree-slope and, oh my god, i thought it was really difficult... i started climbing on the red wall... excited to reach the slope part of the wall... i could hear people from below... "...you're right hand to the yellow stone...", "...raise your left foot higher...", "...good... cool..." ... when i reached the angle, oh my god... it was difficult... both hands were already shaking... and thinking whether to let go... but i knew i'll make it... i was looking for the right stone where i can tightly hold once i jump and reach the end of the angle... i was losing energy... i could hear... "...you can do it... you're almost there..."... so, i did extend my right arm and reach for the stone... and i got a tight hold on it... and quickly reached for the other stone with the left hand... huuuhhh... yesss!!!... i surpassed the very obstacle of that wall... that made me proud... :) as i went down... i was thinking of the green wall, the tougher wall... i rested for some time... my fingers were still shaking... i watched the other "popeye guy" climbing on the green wall... damn... he made it to the top... the green wall is more difficult than the red... it also has a 45-degree-angle, but longer than the red one... and maybe lesser stones... i got some time to look and think for a strategy... like twisting your body... .... .... the time came... i decided to try... i put some powder on both hands... hooked on the carabiner on the harness... and looked up the top of the wall.... "will i reached the top?...", i asked myself... ... ... and, i told the belayer, "i'm climbing..." .... "climb on...", the belayer answered... i paused for seconds... and started climbing... it was easy up to the start of the angle... as i reached there, i started losing power... finding possible ways... attempts were made... whether to reach the stone or not... the longer you stay in one place, the more power you lose... i was losing power... oh my god, my arms were shaking... i was thinkng not to give up... but, im losing power... no more strength to reach higher... i'm losing power... until i yelled, "tension!!!"... hhuuhhh.... i was belayed down disappointed... but, i was thinking of another try... i rested for enough time... and again, tried for another climb... i reached again in the slope part... now, more confident to hold on the stones... i was able to reach the middle of the slope... almost there to reach the end of it... almost... i extended my right hand and attempted for the last stone to reach the end of the slope... but missed to hold on... i failed... i failed... and i failed... for the second time, i was belayed down disappointed... but, i'm not losing hope... maybe i just need more practice... still have to eat more... and exercise more...

@wednesday: after office, i went to fitness first to workout... dess and irene invited me to join body jam... ryerod was also there... at first it was cool... i was able to follow the steps... but the moves became more difficult... damn, there was one step that until now, don't know how to execute... it took 1 hour... hhuuhh... it was tiring... after the all those body shakes, i decided not to join the body combat... but, damn... i was outside when i saw the people doing body combat... it seems cool... next time, i'll join the combat... i just spent another hour working out with all the technogym equipments there...

@thursday: we went to metrosports again to climb... craving for the top of the green wall... green wall... green wall... yeah, green wall... my first attempt was a failure.... damn... the second was again.... shiieett.... a failure... i was thinking whether to take another try... to climb or not to climb... to climb or not to climb... i just took my time to rest... still undecided... to climb or not to climb... damn, the desire was still there... i wanted to reach the top of that damn green wall.... again, damn green wall... and i said to my self again, i need to eat more and exercise more... practice, practice, and practice... it may not be my time to reach the top... maybe it will take some time... i know i can make it... i know i will reach the top... i know i will... i will... i will...

haaay... no more gimick tonight... need to rest... or maybe i'll have some body massage... oohhh... an hour of body massage... haaayyy....

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